January 2012
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So many things have happened in 2011.
There were laughs, there were tears, there were smiles, there were headaches, there were kisses, there were hugs, there were hellos, there were goodbyes, there was joy, there was sadness, there was love, there was hate, there was change, there was sorrow, there were accomplishments, there were failures. So many things have happened and so many feelings have passed through my body. Even though this...
December 2011
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WTF is up with all this hate?
People bashing on each other and calling everybody out. Are you really that desperate to be noticed? Do you really have to bitch on someone that you don’t even know on a personal level? What the fuck is your problem, seriously. Is it that fun to sit there and hate on people? You only got the nerves because you’re sitting behind a computer screen. This shit isn’t funny or...
I've had photoshop for a month now.
And all I know how to do is change the colors of the image and so so. Yet on here, people use photoshop like it’s Picnik. LOL, wtf. I’m so technology-challenged. It’s all so confusing~
Anonymous asked: when do u think is the right time to lose your virginity ?
We live in a generation where:
3rd graders have boyfriends/girlfriends.
6th graders know how to smoke weed.
looks matter much more than personality.
15 years old are getting pregnant.
2nd graders know the word “fuck”.
and 16 years old acting like they’re 20.
Most of our generation is fucked up, that’s sad.
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What's all this talk about "drama"?
I’m just sitting here chewing on some pretzel sticks and watching some anime movie.
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I get aggravated when watching Blue's Clues.
I keep yelling the answers at the TV screen and my family just ends up calling me crazy. Same goes to Dora and everything else! I was just trying to help them, but instead I got entitled “crazy child”…
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Anonymous asked: So Nam is your first love right?. What make you love him?
I hate being on my period.
I hate the cramps.
I hate the headaches.
I eat more sweets (usually I dislike sweets)
I sleep more.
I get lazy.
My mood swings are just crazy.
And I just hate everything about being a girl.
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Anonymous asked: what are your New Years resolutions?
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Drugs.
It’s the fastest and easiest thing to get away from all the drama and bullshit that’s going in your life. It could make you feel confident, relaxed, and most importantly; satisfied. But it is really worth getting that temporary satisfaction only to know that you’re hurting the people around you? No matter how hard your life gets, no matter how many times people try to bring you down, and no...
I just took the longest nap of my life.
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Take a moment to think about this.
As teenagers, we are always complaining about how our parents do not understand us and how they do not know the stress/the roller-coaster of emotions we are going through. But take a moment to consider that they also have their own stress, and that stress could be a hundred times more stressful than ours. Do you not realize that they were teenagers once? That they were exactly like us, that...
Christmas is in two days
Yet it doesn’t seem like the holiday season at all.
My Panda.
That’s the black, white, and asian animal that I have feelings for. Panda bear is what I call the guy that I currently love. To me he’s kind of amazing. With everything he does he is able to bring a smile on my face. He’s the first guy I’ve ever loved, not counting my family and relatives. He’s a super cutie with an amazing heart. If anyone asks me what I like most...
Some of the best things during Christmas time.
Interlacing your fingers with someone else’s to keep warm.
Sitting by the fire.
Drinking hot chocolate on a cold day.
Making snow angels in the white snow.
Admiring the Christmas lights every where you go.
Hugging someone to share body heat.
Shopping for someone you care about.
Singing Christmas carols.
Watching Christmas movies on TV.
Being with everyone you love.
I can’t wait for...
I wish I had more money.
Honestly, I love this time of year because I get to pick out special presents for everyone. Every year I would try to pick the best presents and by the start of Christmas, my wallet is literally empty. I spend so much on everybody else and get nothing for myself. I mean, it’s only once a year right? I feel happy knowing that the person I got the gift for like the things that I bought...
Guys who are polite.
Are definitely keepers. I don’t like guys who are obnoxiously loud and immature. Yeah I can be immature too, but I know the right time and place to act like a child. I love guys who knows how have fun yet could still act like a gentleman when needed. They make me feel like I could bring them home and let them meet my family.
I didn't change, I just got smarter.
I remember when I used to be the nicest person out there: Sweet, friendly, and a total pushover. I would never say no to a favor, it’s always “yeah, sure I’ll do it for you.” I thought that if I could help someone then what’s the harm right?Damn, I was fucking naive.I didn’t even realize that I was being used. Taking me for granted, asking to me to be there for them only when no one else is...
I burned my finger and shit, it hurts like fckk.
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No doubt this song will put you to sleep.
The past defines who I am. I can't forget about it...
If I could in the future,
I’d like to open up a tiny cafe in a small neighborhood. Every morning I would serve my specialty coffee to those who chose to enter for their daily dose of caffeine. I would befriend all my customers, especially the regulars, and make them feel at home. Instead of a fast pace kind of shop like DD, I want the atmosphere in my coffee shop to be homey and relaxed; with different themes...
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Celebrate the birth of Jesus.
What is Christmas anyway?
A day to be with your family? A day for you to receive presents and money? A day to feast and sing Christmas carols? All the the above are good answers. But they are not as substantial as celebrating the birth of Jesus. It’s sad to see that most people now-a-days only care about the stuff that are left under the Christmas tree. Try looking up a picture of...
Early in the morning,
I got light headed and banged my left arm into the side of a door. Now my left arm is all bandaged up. Owieeee. (ι´Д｀)ﾉ
Anonymous asked: ideal type/ ;)
I'm no mind reader.
If you got something to say, then say it. I don’t want to be sitting here, guessing about what’s going inside your head cause chances are, the more I think, the worst the situation would seem to be. The last thing I want is for us to stop talking due to lack of communication, or worse, misunderstanding cause you didn’t say what’s really on your mind.
Physically, I'm so weak.
It’s hard for me to wake up in the morning, and even harder for me to not fall back into bed. I get sick easily, and there are times when I don’t even want to lift a single finger. Yet everyday I push myself so hard. Getting next to no sleep and not putting enough protein inside me. I need to get stronger.
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My brother still believes in Santa.
And I think it’s the most adorable thing ever. Even though I hate him most of the time because he annoys the hell out of me, I like the fact that he still have a bit of imagination inside him. (He’s going to turn 10 in Feb.) The other day in the car, he actually told me that he’d written a letter to Santa and sent it to him in the mail. “I put it in the mail box and the...
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I've always wanted a huge teddy bear.
The really really soft and fluffy kind. The one that is half the size of me and the one I would need to hug with both arms to keep it off of the ground. I want one this Christmas so I could snuggle with it during the cold winter. If someone buy me one I’d marry them. Haha.
There's something wrong with me.
I woke up this morning and wanted to faint from the spot. My head got all dizzy and it’s still hurting from time to time. What is going on?
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Don't love me; I'm broken.
One of the worst feeling...
is being forgotten. It hurts to know that you were once important to someone but now you’re nothing but a distant memory to them. You ask yourself “where did I go wrong?”, and sometimes even “was I not good enough?”. Being forgotten sucks, but its just part of life. Most of the time, as soon as you meet someone, you are in the process of being forgotten. Fuck.
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I am exhausted.
Mentally and physically. I can’t pay attention to anything in class anymore and I feel like the biggest slacker in the class. *Sigh*, I need to pull myself back together before I really lose everything in sight.
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