A Change In Perspective

There were laughs, there were tears, there were smiles, there were headaches, there were kisses, there were hugs, there were hellos, there were goodbyes, there was joy, there was sadness, there was love, there was hate, there was change, there was sorrow, there were accomplishments, there were failures. So many things have happened and so many feelings have passed through my body. Even though this 2011 have passed in a blur, I’m still happy that I could have made many memories during it. 

People bashing on each other and calling everybody out. Are you really that desperate to be noticed? Do you really have to bitch on someone that you don’t even know on a personal level? What the fuck is your problem, seriously. Is it that fun to sit there and hate on people? You only got the nerves because you’re sitting behind a computer screen. This shit isn’t funny or entertaining. Way to end the year guys, with a dashboard full of bullshit and animosity. 

And all I know how to do is change the colors of the image and so so.
Yet on here, people use photoshop like it’s Picnik. LOL, wtf. I’m so technology-challenged. It’s all so confusing~

I’m just sitting here chewing on some pretzel sticks and watching some anime movie.

I keep yelling the answers at the TV screen and my family just ends up calling me crazy. Same goes to Dora and everything else! I was just trying to help them, but instead I got entitled “crazy child”…

• I hate the cramps.
• I hate the headaches.
• I eat more sweets (usually I dislike sweets)
• I sleep more.
• I get lazy.
• My mood swings are just crazy.
• And I just hate everything about being a girl.

Yet it doesn’t seem like the holiday season at all.

That’s the black, white, and asian animal that I have feelings for. Panda bear is what I call the guy that I currently love. To me he’s kind of amazing. With everything he does he is able to bring a smile on my face. He’s the first guy I’ve ever loved, not counting my family and relatives. He’s a super cutie with an amazing heart. If anyone asks me what I like most about him, no doubt the answer would be his personality. He knows how to treat a girl right and he knows how to respect others.  My Panda is a super corny guy and I love that part about him. I love that he would sing me to sleep whenever we talk late on the phone. And I love that he never gave up on me even when I was lost/side tracked for a couple of months. I haven’t seen my Panda in a while though, it has been about 4/5 months without seeing his face and kissing his lips. I miss him a lot, I miss all the butterflies and all the dark hue on my cheeks whenever he teases me. I wish I could spend Christ day with him so we could cuddle up to a Christmas movie on a cold winter day…but sadly I don’t think that’s possible. Anyways, this is briefly about my panda. Yeah, I said “my” for a reason too. 

• Interlacing your fingers with someone else’s to keep warm.
• Sitting by the fire.
• Drinking hot chocolate on a cold day.
• Making snow angels in the white snow.
• Admiring the Christmas lights every where you go. 
• Hugging someone to share body heat.
• Shopping for someone you care about.
• Singing Christmas carols.
• Watching Christmas movies on TV.
• Being with everyone you love.

I can’t wait for this Christmas. ♥

Honestly, I love this time of year because I get to pick out special presents for everyone. Every year I would try to pick the best presents and by the start of Christmas, my wallet is literally empty. I spend so much on everybody else and get nothing for myself. I mean, it’s only once a year right? I feel happy knowing that the person I got the gift for like the things that I bought especially for them. I wish I had more money though, so I could buy more gifts and presents, but too bad I’m just a kid without a job.